whee~
i've got nothing to say~
wahha i feel so slack~
mon is csm and tue is may day~ wahha that means school only resumes on wed!
whee~so nice~
:DDDD
i'm so looking forward to friday~
come quick! friday~ awnn
and i mean real QUICK! `
:))))
i feel so out so not included i feel that i'm just not with them i can't add in and include myself and i will feel so out and zi bei again just like this puzzle where you can;t fit it in anywhere regardless how hard you try how hard you try to force it in it just doesn';t fit and in the end you just have to throw it away cos it's of nos use and so it's unwanted i feel i do not belong anywhere i feel that sinking feeling and i feel the same way as that abandoned puzzle i feel neglected and bad and i so i'm out so out too out that i can't be in ever again
YAY! NYCO! GOLD WITH HONOURS! =DDD
dedications <33 !
to mrs ee:
thank you thank you and thank you somuch for everything and everything! apart from the second chance, also you made our pracs enjoyable with loads and loads of encouragement and stuff and also those tales you told us and the fact that we are now nearing our target. and all these amounts to a lot and a lot and in the end we got what we truly deserved! =D
to Uncle jack:
wahah thank you for noticing us erhu ppl first. and those comments that we have the feel! wahah thank you for all the little comments and such and for helping us lock the doors and m401 and tolerant and willing to wait for us to finish pracs! and also thank you for having so much confidence in us! yay! =D
to yonghui senior:
yepps. at the start of sec 1 yarhh i know i joined co for the sake of the syf thing. but now when i requested to join syf again, this time it was for a different reason. and i know i truly want to be part of the team. not about the credentials or anything. but i just want to savour the sense of belonging and the sense of spirit that NYCO has always has. the sense that you are playing along with the others and praccing together and preparing to perform our very bestest together. the thing about together. =D
to pui ian senior:
yepps. firstly thank you so much for the last few days to teach me about the stuff that i know i'm truly lousy at. and then i'm sorry for being pissed and everything cos i can understand it's hard to teach me when my yins are always not zhun, and i don't breathe before i come in, and not having enough tai feng. and i can understand the irritance but still thank you very very much for everything and everything. and i still think i'm not really important at all, and i tend to be the hai4 qun2 zhi1 ma3. but then i really do try my best to try my best and now i don't really care if i'm the most important or not. cos i know i'm part of the team and a part of NYCO! and yepps. i shall try to work harder and prac more and be a good senior! =D
to siying:
haha thank you for the talk on the bus. and everything and everything that i cannot put it down into words. yepps. i shall start to learn not to give pissed looks and give responses. =D and then i'm also sorry if i made you feel that i'm trying to take advantage of you but then i promise that i'm not. thank you for everything and everything again and i suppose whatever's should have been said, i've said it on the bus already! =D
to hanqing:
=) haha hanqing, our erhu er shou xi! yepps i know i've been lan and such but still thank you for making the effort to really spur me on and improve and improve! i know you have been really stressed and such and sometimes i know i make you very irritated and stuff. but still thank you very much especially the sat prac whereby i know you are really trying to give positive comments and spurring me on. =D
to jingying:
thank you thank you for really trying to help me with the stuff and those and i'm also very thankful for the encouragement on sat prac. =D
to hsiufan senior:
hello. yepps wahh i just want to say thank you for the stuff you said about me having the correct qi4 shi4 on sat cos it really makes me want to improve and prac more =D
to ying xuan and jie shin:
sorry for not saving seats for you all! paiseh...
to sec4 seniors:
hello. yepps i'm sorry for whatever mistakes i've made and stuff i know this is the crucial year for you all but still thank you very much for everything =D
to xyz:
thank you for everything and everything in this syf period. be it lending me stuff like tuners and markers and telling me to have more tai feng etcetcetc... i know i may not have really helped the section to really do the best but yepps. still thank you for bearing with me and continue encouraging me =D
I have not regreatted transferring to NYCO. not cos we've gotten this gold with honours but cos i can really feel this close sense of relationship and belonging that we are really together. playing together and waiting for results together. despite the different sections and stuff, i can really feel myself as part of NYCO. and i really treasure this kind of bondage among all of us.
i have really enjoyed playing as a team , to add it on, the nicest team i've ever worked in.
thank you to everyone for everything and everything! =D
Prouder to be from NYCO! <333
YAY! GOLD WITH HONOURS!
NYCO! music from the heart! <333
wah!
Tomorrow's THE DAY! =DDDD
JIAYOU NYCO! WE CAN DO IT COS WE ARE A TEAM AND WE MUST TRUST ONE ANOTHER AND TRUST MRS EE AND TRUST OURSELVES!
SO JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU! =DDDD
yepps. today was supposed to be a slack day. i feel demoralised cos i can't do the high jumps thing and i failed my physics quiz! AGAIN! tskkk.
but then later i feel so accomplished cos in today's sil lecture, it was the closest for me to not sleep. as in i was almost awake for the whole period! ALMOST! =DDDD
haha and i must thank cheryl for trying to wake me up! =DDD THANK YOU!
wah i just remembered that i owe eyu lunch money! ohh i must remember to pay her back tomorrow! =DD
and i also made eyu pissed today! awnawnawn
and miss ong was also pissed today. first time seeing her so angry! and i realised that when teachers want to stress how extreme and how ridiculous and unbelievable something is, they tend to say, "in all my years of teaching in nanyang, i have not seen such a thing happen blah blah..." but then i suppose that today was enough to make her so pissed off lorhh...
kayy. must go and finish my hw! =D
discovered lim qing is very CARTOON! =D
ohh and liying's local immersion jap buddy is coming tmr too! =DDD
JIAYOU NYCO! i shall go jiayou now! =DDD