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Friday, June 08, 2007
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Reflections!
04 jun i came late lorhh then i kept thinking that camp started already then they were telling me that it was day zero and i think i sort of missed out a lot of things so when at teh end of the day they started telling us what to do for teh next day i was feeling lost and everything i know i should have made the effort to ask or something and i appreciate the fact that felicia tried to explain and gave me th paper that seh had copied the stuff but still i don't like the irritated tone ppl used on me yepps it made me feel irritated too 05 jun start of the camp i was being very blur and i'm not sure what i'm doing the stuff for and i discovered yan xin was scary but all in all i just discovered a lot more about yan xin wahhahahah no offence yan xin yepps felicia and evelyn left early and i felt kind of left out now i don';t know cos the others were all bonding very well and me was like in this totally my world state and i don't know the situation worsened when i was left one and alone in that water bomb fight thing i know i should have asked and followed but i don't know i thought it was just like totally extra for me and also i was still being kinda pissed off by i don't know a lot of things and i don't like this extra feeling when ppl asked everyone of us to do sth and then everyone started doing and there's snothing left for me to do so i can't make myself anymore useful than just standing around watching tehm do and providing shade and i really don 't like that so i kept finding stuff creating stupid stuff to keep myself busy with stupid silly very small stuff that only me the extra can do so as i said i was feeling left out and extra so i was being pissed off and sthuff and i was really glad when felicia and evelyn came back at least there's more people oh man i forgot to mention that we had our breakfasts at the coffee shop opposite and that i forgot my wallet so have to borrow money from evelyn thank you evelyn i remeber how much i owe you (: oh kay shall mention this in advance that we were kicked out of the nice nice staff lounge and i really felt guilty for that 06 jun we went to bishan park where i got even pissed off by a lot of things a lot but kayy at least for this whole camp i learnt the niceness and tiredness of behind the scens jobs which made me appreciate backstage even more kayy and anyway it's just about the same we have to help out and everything i really feel very good when i'm occupied with something i know i'm those kind who is usally like don't knwo how to do not sure how to do kind so i know and understand no one feels safe entrusting me with jobs but yarhh i still feel very nice with the preoccupiedness at least i don't feel and look extra and yarhh i appreciate that i love the finale because i really feel busy and important thank you yepps jiayou myself for next week i know last day i'm really pissing ppl off sorry and yepps i'll try whole lot harder to socialise thank you