20:07
ARGHHHHH ARGHHHH STUPID MATH TSKTSKTSK IT'S GOING TO BE WORSE EVEN EVEN WORSE THAN LAST TIME'S AND LAST TIME'S ALREADY VERY VERY BAD TSKTSKTSK YARHYARHYARH I KNOW IT'S EASIER THAN LAST TIME'S BUT STILL BUT STILL STILL STILL... HHMPH! AND THEN THERE'S LIKE SO MANY STUFF TO HAND IN TMR AND PROGRESS REPORT REALLY DOESN'T HELP AT ALL YEAHH I KNOW I'M NOT VERY RESPONSIVE YARHH YARHH AND HE OBVIOUSLY DOESN'T LIKE ME LARHH WAH LAO STUPID SHUCKS TSKKK
05:07
crying is so so bad especially when you cry real hard and you will get headaches and your eyes will fell pain and real uncomfortable and it really wears you off it's tiring and it drains all your energy so don't cry don't ever cry so easily again no no no it's really bad crying
SMILE! ((: SAY CHEESE ((: AND JUST LAUGH IT ALL OUT LIKE LOL WHAHAHAHHA (((((: YAYY ((:
20:16
sorry i finally understood where the problem lies with it's me i know i'm just so out it has nothing to do with the group and people i'm with i'm drifter i'm out wherever whoever it doesn't matter and i know it lies with me and so i shouldn't be complaining complaining every time
now i know what really makes me feel inferior and makes me feel so not confident and every time it's bad i'm all alone trying with all my might to blend in and hoping that someone could like help me more and makes me feel not too left out but yepps again nobody is bothered about me i can understand never mind it's like that just a year plus and bye bye
vivien's jap buddy is the cutest ((: i'm just random forget about me but anyway everyone is doing so forgetting about me good i'm becoming more and more ddiao good job rou ying
20:42
you want something
and you think about it
you kept thinking and thinking about it
and you want it so badly
in the end
you didn't get it
and some other person got it instead
and you start to feel sad
and so therefore
i shall not think about ming nian de ming nian
so there'll be no more disappointments
i will not think so much
think too much
it'll come if it wants to
i'll get it if i'm supposed to get it
so from now on i shall be another plain happy person who will not think of anything more
yayyyyy ((:
I AM HAPPY!
&THANKS TO ALL THOSE TAGGGS AM GOING TO REPLY YOU ALL IN ANOTHER POST (((:
and yepps my posts don't have fullstops starting from don't know when recently i suppose i thought i mentioned it in one of the posts lorhh (((: