sorry i finally understood where the problem lies with it's me i know i'm just so out it has nothing to do with the group and people i'm with i'm drifter i'm out wherever whoever it doesn't matter and i know it lies with me and so i shouldn't be complaining complaining every time
now i know what really makes me feel inferior and makes me feel so not confident and every time it's bad i'm all alone trying with all my might to blend in and hoping that someone could like help me more and makes me feel not too left out but yepps again nobody is bothered about me i can understand never mind it's like that just a year plus and bye bye
vivien's jap buddy is the cutest ((: i'm just random forget about me but anyway everyone is doing so forgetting about me good i'm becoming more and more ddiao good job rou ying