over and yes it's over i know i've slacked for these 2 days and oh man really everything tends to go wrong on this fateful day scales are ohkay i suppose but out of the corner of my eye i see a 16 or something tsk which is real bad and pieces are really soso especially carousel it's really bad tskkk and aural he knew i couldn't sing and he really is giving me a lot of chances thank you but sorry i don't know how to make good use of them so it's yarhh and sight reading was a really total flop cos i stupidly CANNOT differentiate the silent pedal and the sustaining pedal thing so yepps i am so dead
WHEEE BUT ARRANGING PHOTOS REALLY REALLY MAKE ME FEEL SO HAPPY REALLY NICE AND I FEEL BETTER YAYY TOMORROW I CAN FINALLY GET STARTED ON MY STUFF (((:
but there's still this kind of empty kind of sad kind of lost kind of don't know what i'm going to do kind of regret kind of kind of don't know how to describe feeling oh wells