i realise camp is actually fun and now i'm still recovering from post camp blues lalala missing the amazing race and all those chuan men zi moments i had myself and playing and talking tong xiao through the nights and even though the airplanes are really ear deafening and sometimes i vget irritated by them i still love it when everyone gets high even though i can't and go rushing to take photos of it lalala everything larhhh

class gatheirng is like going to be on the 31st and going east coast park chi ling said sth about meeting at eunos and it makes me think of my home stations lalala EUNOS AND KALLANG and we landed at eunos like twice not sure but still it brings back nice memories lalala especially of the time when i was taught matrix lalala whahahah

still love the tong xiao ye ((((: MUACKS maybe i should consider going down more often participating in more stuff be more enthu and definitely not be a drifter ((((: whahahah

and i kept getting this feeling that jun zhan is so much like hsiu chin character and behaviour i wonder if there'll be times when they get pissed off lalala that'll be so scary even scarier than xiaoxi's lalala

and yepps xiaoxi should be so honoured that we even mentioned her in times like these lalala wahahhaahhaa

yepps feeling so much better now with all those an weis however i'm still like drowning in my pile of homework

i'm not going to finish it lalala (((((:

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU
really felt loads better (((((: whahhahaha thanks for all those concerns and encouragements ((((:
LOVE EYU <3333 LOVE WENQI <3333
that's one of the stuff co-ed wouldn't have all those an weis i'll miss them all LOVE LOVE LOVE
one more year only if i ever intentionally make myself sound so sorry sound so ke lian it was all for your an weis ((((; really sorry if it's selfish and stuff but really ((((: LOVE THEM one more year of an weis i know i'll never get them in jc (((((: MUACKS YOU ALL ((((:

i cannot imagine anyone ever liking me wahahhaha i have like abosulutely no good qualities at all lalala i'm putting off my homework i'm telling my mum i can finish them somehow somewhen but yarhhh actually i don't even know when that is how i can do it i want to be high last year liao jc is so not going to go well last year le last year i'm not going to like co ed at all no no no it's tough i'm starting to get yu wu lun ci ing already blah blah blah whatever it's so cheater bug it's so not going to be right it's so not nice you can fantasize and think and fantasize and think and imagine and you can love and wish for all that you think but then it's not going to come true it's not like we are in fairytales or what dramas when happy endings are always there for you sometimes or maybe all the time you are always the one whom no happily ever afters will land on you no nothing and in the end you get nothing at all absolutely nothing whatever i'm going to prepare for that seriously speaking i really cannot stand being ddiao it just doesn't feel right bleh i don't like it one bit but i have to be it really have to

came back from camp

ohh kayy lorhhh it's like erhh yarhh just like that
when you are not someone of importance you simply gets dao-ed and ignored maybe they didn't really did it but then i really got this feeling of like getting dao-ed like so many times it's like so sad larhh wah lao eh so disappointing and got attituded like so many times hmphhh wah lao eh suddenly i don't even want to go hc liao lorhhh
and yepps realise yan yuan is really hard to be now i'm starting to consider if i really want
to join huangcheng liao so saddd it's like i cannot project my voice like that lorhh and if i like projected like too much then i'll get this SEXY voice lalala (((:

lame lame
i'm supposed to complain!

so sad sad sad i don't even feel high larhhh why why why only felt real fun and entertained when i went to chuan men zi myself yayyyyy ((((: wahahhaahah so funnnnn lalala yayyy and people i chuan men with are those NICE NICE SUPER SUPER NICE people who don't dao/attitude/ignore/heck care/don't give a shit of you/not interested blahblahblah me so yeppps LOVE LOVE <33333
((((((:

LALALA GET HIGH GET HIGH GET HIGH! I WANT TO GET HIGH I WANT TO SOCIALISE I WANT TO ENJOY LALALA
kayyy paisehhh for all those pissing off moments as in when i piss people and for my drifter personality paiseh paisehhhh

oh man should we be despo? wah lao ehhh
BU SHUANG BU SHUANG! EYU WO CHAO BU SHUANG! ZEN ME BAN ZEN ME BAN?!
I NEED YOU MANN COS OBVIOUSLY I DON'T HAVE THIS X FACTOR/ATTRACTING PEOPLE FACTOR SO IT'S LIKE SO SAD PEOPLE DESPISE ME HATE ME AFTER MAYBE ONE LOOK? LALALA YING LIAO LORHHH STUPID ATTITUDE PUI
EYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!

it's going to be only a fleeting memory just a flash it's just for this one camp and after that it just boils down to nothing nil negligible empty whatever at all
& it's not going to be nice not going to be at all

Ddiao but then i want to socialise and have a lot of hi hi friends ((((: SHUCKS!

& i'm currently in jc1 ((((: and still haven't learnt matrix yet (((((:

wahahahhahaah went karaoke today
wahahhaahaah and sang a bit lin jun jie's songs
and saw the sha shou mv and the xi jie mv
and discovered actually he looks quite.. wh shun yan (((((:
whahahaahah his hair is always like that nice nice (((((:
wahahahhaha i wonder how he'll look without his hair
((: UNIMAGINABLE
but still his hairstyle looks quite nice on him
so overall he's shun yan (((((: YAY! (((:

came back from cruise (((:

yeppps must say it's a ONCE-in-a-lifetime experience wahahahahh yeppps literally speaking you would just want to go there once only larhhh like as in i don't think you would want to go back on cruise again we just need this experience can liao (((((:

wahahahha cruise is like last time we go to the punggol place lorhhh big big but still it's like you play everything you need to pay like it's difficult to find a free yet FUN stuff to do as in like yarhh it's not really suitable larhh and besides that most stuff or activities is like restricted? like they are all meant for 18 and above so i'm like in this middle middle place between wow really mature and adult and yayyy small little kids play stuff hohoho but still i look so much like 18 and above lorhh so can bluff bluff a bit so in the end i sneaked into the jackpot place ((((: LOOK LOOK only (((:

yeppps so first day we go kayy larhh it's in the evening so we went to put down stuff first and the cabin's like small but still can lahhh then it's like we go in we see only 2 beds then we were wondering where's the third person going to sleep and we found the third bed lorhhh it's like foldable just pull down that kind and then we discovered that's like no ladder how to go up so i attempted to climb up just like that and SUCCEEDED ((((; hohoho yayyy but still eventually we found that there's a ladder after all =.=
but still my head still hits the ceiling lorhhh

kayyy ehh and then discovered it's like the servings of food in those restaurants are all like very small like 1 person 1 serving that kind so yarhh everyone is like chi bu bao that kind so everytime we would like "bu yao jin bu yao jin later go upstairs to 12 floor to eat buffet (((:" that kind so in the end we all all fat fat come back lorhhhh tsktsktsk

ehhh and they always tell us what time the sunrise/sunset occurs but in the end is like wu yun mi bu all the clouds are like covering up the sun so it's like not very fruitful

ohhh and the arcade very fun even though we just played like 1 or 2 games or something cos others either don't know how to play or it's like too ex and not fun hohoho 1 token is like 50 cents lehh kind of ex lehhh yarh yarh so in the end played puzzle bobble blahblah but still love the zhong guo liao li thing the best (((((: the cooking master thing wahahahah yayyy very fun very fun "sa tou qing qing jiao jiao dan yan etcetcetc !" and of course the bonus game ((((: the egg and stuff very fun LOVE LOVE (((((:

so yepps but still ohh kayy larhh it's like only 3 days 2 night like i said if it's any longer i might end up being very bored out and just sian sian everyday go back cabin to sleep

kayyy first attempt at blogging in a recount style wahahaahahahah (((((;