i cannot imagine anyone ever liking me wahahhaha i have like abosulutely no good qualities at all lalala i'm putting off my homework i'm telling my mum i can finish them somehow somewhen but yarhhh actually i don't even know when that is how i can do it i want to be high last year liao jc is so not going to go well last year le last year i'm not going to like co ed at all no no no it's tough i'm starting to get yu wu lun ci ing already blah blah blah whatever it's so cheater bug it's so not going to be right it's so not nice you can fantasize and think and fantasize and think and imagine and you can love and wish for all that you think but then it's not going to come true it's not like we are in fairytales or what dramas when happy endings are always there for you sometimes or maybe all the time you are always the one whom no happily ever afters will land on you no nothing and in the end you get nothing at all absolutely nothing whatever i'm going to prepare for that seriously speaking i really cannot stand being ddiao it just doesn't feel right bleh i don't like it one bit but i have to be it really have to