yepps finally removed my tagboard this is to minimize future cases of emo-ing

gao ceng people are very scary i'm so scared of them this is not sarcasm yepps
i don't seem to understand their point of view
and evidently they don't seem to understand mine either

i discover my ang moh is totally terrible yepps i can name a fruit blender as a bleacher and a hard cover book as hard copy and paperbacks as soft copies yeppps right wonderful powderful angmoh oh wow

i seriously hate my temper and attitude yes i know it's stupid stupid attitude stupid temper

maybe i should prepare some ice so when i'm like super pissed off then maybe i can eat some and hopefully it's better

cca you are ridiculous
once again that little flame of love for you has died off
yes or maybe you don;t even need my little love at all
it's not important to you
there are so much more people who are willing to give all their heart to you
so yepps

i'm randomly speaking of random stuff

like i once said yes gao ceng people you all can be so busy so stressed so blah blah and you can complain and rant and blah and telling people to come try their lives if they want blah blah

but in the end don't deny you've never enjoyed the process at all you all did have fun ohh kayyy did enjoy yourself put in your heart and soul and then you really made the best out of it and eventually the ending's sweet and nice and you'll have such nice nice memories blah blah

i'm going to die soon i don;t understand math at all and yepps you all can go tell me to study to read it all again to blah blah blah

but you don't know how it feels it's not just some simple formulas like pythagoras or some area or volumes of some random shapes which you can just go memorise all those formulas and just put it into use

it's not ohh kayyy so what if you know all those what trigo formulas and what identities yepps you know but then you just can;t put it into real applications right and you can go try when yepps you've got this raw thing and then you attempt to simplify it by using all those identities blah blah but in the end you just stare and stare and star and simply just don't understand how to continue

ahh yepps you all don't understand de you all are too pro le yepps i's stupid that's right

and it's not just that oh kay please be reminded i literally gave up this whole trigo unit last year for eoys and hoping these kind of questions don't come out or i'll seriously fail

it's the trauma oh kayyy i thought i'll be free from trigo and now they want to come popping out again and expect us to know about them

yepps i know you all knew about them le i don;t oh akyyy i never intended to understand them last year let alone this year i just don;t understand ohh kayyy

why do i keep getting random tchers from last year till now kayyy maybe i'm just not used to their teaching-the-pros method yepps because i'm stupid

yepps yeppps

and now really i don;t even want to go to school and that's why i'm glad to go china

yepps you all don;t have the mood yet cos you all have a lot of commitments what i don;t have i just feel sian and i don't want to rush my hw out so then i just want to drag yepps

i've totally changed ohh kayyyy last time i was so enthu about jap and all that and will feel guilty if i fall asleep in classes and now i'm like totally sleeping half my lessons off

why can't i just don't go to school