I WANT TO SAY! :D

HELLO HELLO LALALAS :D

Saturday, June 28, 2008

22:12

oh kayy whahah at least there is someone who's nice lalala
who says hi and would not walk past you
as if not to have known you before

wahhahha thanks for saying hi and not dao lalala

(:

17:51

我没有在逃避我没有
我真的不行因为我真的没天分
不是我没有努力只是因为我的努力从来不会有任何成果
所以为什么努力呢?

Thursday, June 26, 2008

20:54

i suck big time

i really hate myself

and no wonder i can't feel belonged

yeppps i'm such a burden always hindering others the black sheep i won;t accept this kind of person into my group as well

loser larhhh why do i even exist

i shouldn't

so extra

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

19:31

ohhh mannn i want to go back to socialising
i want my network
i sound so desperate
wondeful
i hate myself

ddiao diao ddiao ohh kayyyy
and to think
if i was not like this in lower sec
if i never drifted or swayed or go around socialising
yepps i would have fixed friends i would feel better
and i would not aim so high
wanting for more
i won't

and then i don't even have to be ddiao
just be like that
finish off my sec school jc blah blah
will i feel happier
blehhs i don't even know larhh
i hate it like this

i'm forever swaying drifting off skipping around and blahhs blahhs
and i never got stuck to anyone
it's not like in pri sch
i don't even have a clique ohh mann
that's sad

ohh mannn i'm easily affected by these stupid stuff
but it really affects me

CONCENTRATE

i don;t want to disappoint her
but i couldn't help it
i really want to quit

ohh mann i think too much
i'm dreading everything already
ohh mann everything looks scary to me

i'm so loser so easily affected lousy
easily hurt easily pissed
even worse i make people hurt more easily make them irritated more easily make them pissed more easily and then make then shun me more easily make them ostracize me more easily

and in the end i just end up as a loner
no matter how it looks like to other people

and i can just go home and spend my loner times alone

ohh yayyyyy

so wonderful

Monday, June 23, 2008

19:10

i feel shunned
ohh kayyy i am shunned
yepps ostracized
i know i cannot help but keep talking about the same stuff
and yepps people might not like it
i know
i'm aware ohh kayyy
it's difficult
and i know i'm lousy at talking
sheesh

Sunday, June 22, 2008

19:00

and i really felt that these 2 weeks of cca was fulfilling

and i did appreciate cca practices yeppps whahaahhahah

Saturday, June 21, 2008

21:45

LALALA I JUST REALISED IT TOOK ME FIVE YEARS HEHHH
TO FINISH HARRY POTTER BOOK FIVE WHAHAHAHAHH

oh man so slow lalala

HMMMM (((:

00:11

AHHHHH FINALLY FINALLLY GOT HARRY POTTER BOOK 6 LE WHAHAHHA I LAG LE HEN JIU YAYYY THANKS LARHH MUMMY HOHOHO

EEYER BUT IT'S NOT HARD COVER AND IT'S NOT THE KIND OF VERSION I WANT

BUT STILLL LALALA

YEPPS SO MUST REMEMBER BOOK 7 I SHOULD NOT COMPROMISE LE MUST BE HARD COVER AND THAT KIND OF NICE NICE CLASSY CLASSY VERSION I WANT YEPPPPS

MUST RECORD DOWN SO I WILL REMEMBER NXT TIME HMMM ((((:

LALA

Friday, June 20, 2008

22:30

It's harder than it looks! Copy and paste to your own journal, erase my answers, and add your own.Use the 1st letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real places, names &/or objects, but nothing made up! Try to use different answers if the person you got this from has the same 1st initial. You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl name question.And Have Fun With It!!!

1) 4 LETTER WORD: RAIN
2) BOY NAME: RAYMOND
3) GIRL NAME: RAYDIANCE! ((((((: / ROSIE!
4) OCCUPATION: REPORTER / READER (?)
5) A COLOR: RAINBOW / RED / ROSE
6) SOMETHING YOU WEAR: the RIGHT pair of shoes /READING GLASSES?
7) BEVERAGE: RIBENA! ((((: / ROSE DRINK
8) FOOD: ROASTED CHICKEN / RAISINS!
9) SOMETHING FOUND IN A BATHROOM: ROSE-FLAVOURED TOOTHPASTE?
10) A PLACE: a ROMANTIC place (((:
11) REASON FOR BEING LATE: RUSHING HOMEWORK ? (blehhs)

SOMETHING YOU SHOUT: RANDOM! /RAHHHS (((:

hehhh so interesting lala (((:

Thursday, June 19, 2008

21:12

10 quirky facts about kissing

By Laura Schaefer Think you know a thing or two about kissing? You probably do. But the facts below are so off the beaten path, we’ll bet you don’t know them all—and they could come in handy. Not only could they provide some steamy “Did you know…?” chit chat, but they’ll help you see all the benefits a satisfying lip lock can bring into your life. Happy smooching!

1. Two out of every three couples turn their heads to the right when they kiss.

2. A simple peck uses two muscles; a passionate kiss, on the other hand, uses all 34 muscles in your face. Now that’s a rigorous workout!

3. Like fingerprints or snowflakes, no two lip impressions are alike.

4. Kissing is good for what ails you. Research shows that the act of smooching improves our skin, helps circulation, prevents tooth decay, and can even relieve headaches.

5. The average person spends 336 hours of his or her life kissing.

6. Ever wonder how an “X” came to represent a kiss? Starting in the Middle Ages, people who could not read used an X as a signature. They would kiss this mark as a sign of sincerity. Eventually, the X came to represent the kiss itself.

7. Talk about a rush! Kissing releases the same neurotransmitters in our brains as parachuting, bungee jumping, and running.

8. The average woman kisses 29 men before she gets married.

9. Men who kiss their partners before leaving for work average higher incomes than those who don’t.

10. The longest kiss in movie history was between Jane Wyman and Regis Tommey in the 1941 film, You’re in the Army Now. It lasted 3 minutes and 5 seconds. So if you’ve beaten that record, it’s time to celebrate!

Laura Schaefer is the author of Man with Farm Seeks Woman with Tractor: The Best and Worst Personal Ads of All Time.

(((((((: HEHHHHHHH

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

21:38

以前我曾经说过高层虽然看似很累、很忙（可能也很痛苦吧），但是其中一起走过的路、那段过程他们回顾时也会很开心可能也会庆幸自己曾经有过这样的时光曾经是高层

高层他们会获得很多快乐朋友经验很多很多吧只是时间会不会就比较少了自由也比较少了呢?

可能会说只要会安排时间就什么都oh kay 了

难怪我做不了高层

因为我安排时间的能力真的超烂

记得我也曾经说过高层很恐怖

曾经曾经我还在埋怨为什么高层就不能在亲切一点还是多笑笑还是什么的就是不要这么dao

但逐渐逐渐连不是高层的我都了解这是很难做到的吧

要做到不凶但又会有人依你我觉得很了不起永远笑笑的会有人听吗

可能会有吧那么那些高层太厉害了因为他们真正的得到了大家的尊重所以大家才会听他们的吧

这么厉害也难怪我不是高层了

所以从此我应该更坦然面对这些失落既然知道不可能就不要抱希望知道吧因为伤心时是没有人会同情你的哟

不用太在乎这些吧只是有时真的觉得自己很失败

做高层应该是很过瘾的吧

突然对高层有这么多的感悟啊还是这些都是压抑了很久想说的话呢没有人能了解吧

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耶~读了《甜酸》终于让我了解饶雪漫的威力了耶 ~

就这样她赢了希望其他的书不会大同小异呵（（（（：

Monday, June 16, 2008

20:04

YAYY YAYYYY I DISCOVERED YAN YA LUN LOOKS NICE TOO WHAHAHHA SO AMUSING LALALA

YAYYYYY AND WANG DONG CHENG TOO WHAHAHHAH

AND OF COURSE CHEN YI RU IS STILL SO AMUSING WAHAHHAHAAAHAAHA

WU ZUN HMMM KAYY LARHHH SHUN YAN NEHHH

LALALA YAN YA LUN WAAAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAH HOHOHO

AHHHHH I'M STILL HIGHH YAYYY NESS LALALA

E ZUO JU 2 WEN NYEHHHHH WAHAHAHHAHAH LALALA

YAYYY KAYY LARHHH FEI LUN HAI WHAHAHHAH

YING LIAO LORHHH

HEHHHHHH WAHAHAHAHHAHAHA LALALALALALALA (((((((:

Sunday, June 15, 2008

10:34

福娃 FRIENDLIES! [:

Friday, June 13, 2008

22:58

and finally it's the last year le and so finally we get to sit in in interviews hmmm
it's so like last time and yes from this we can tell the problem with co still exists
hmm so why stop me from going off to socialise with other sections

arghhhh and so suayy lost two books le larhhh hmphh
eeyer never keep track of what books i sent for tuo yun now i also not sure le larhhhh blahhhhs

SADDDO ~~~~~

ahhhh ahhhh ahhhhh

hmmm nothing much to say le i'm becoming random liao siao siao

AHHHH HEHHH I WANT HARRY POTTER BOOK SIX LEHHH LALALA (((:

hmmmm

Monday, June 09, 2008

16:29

YAYYY YAYYY YAYYYYY I FINALLY FINISHED HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF PHOENIX TODAYYY (YEPPS AT ELEVEN IN THE MORNING)

WHAHAHHAHAH FINALLY LALALA AFTER LIKE SO MANY YEARS HMMM

SO YEPPS BACK TO STUDYING LE WHAHAHHAHAH

I WANT MY HARRY POTTER BOOK 6 LEHHHHH HMMMMM WAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

AND THEN WHEN I'VE FINALLY GOT MY HANDS ONTO BOOK 6 I WILL WAIT UNTIL LIKE AFTER TWO YEARS TO FINALLY FINISH IT

(THAT'S ABOUT HOW LONG I TOOK TO READ BOOK 5 OR MAYBE LONGER? WHAHAHHHAH)

AND YAYYY YAYYYY SINCE I WAS HIGH I TAGGED ON RUIYING BLOGGGGG

AH GUO AIN'T I NICE HOHOHO

LALALALA I'M STILL IN THE HIGH HIGH MOOD LEHHHH

OH KAYYYY MAYBE IT SEEMS TO BE A HIGH HIGH MOOD COS SERIOUSLY I DON;T FEEL HIGH INSIDE

so ironic

Sunday, June 08, 2008

16:30

MATH IS ALL ABOUT CREATIVITY! & unfortunately i'm lacking it

I LOVE MY CAMERA OHHH KAYYYYYY SO DON'T INSULT MY CAM BLEHHHHS

yepppps IT'S TIME TO JIAYOU ALREADY LALALALA

HOHOHOHOOHOHHOHOHHO AND PRIMITIVE CREATURES LALALALA

BLEHHHHHS I'M SO RANDOM AGAIN LALALA

WAHLALA~~~~~~