ohhh mannn i want to go back to socialising
i want my network
i sound so desperate
wondeful
i hate myself

ddiao diao ddiao ohh kayyyy
and to think
if i was not like this in lower sec
if i never drifted or swayed or go around socialising
yepps i would have fixed friends i would feel better
and i would not aim so high
wanting for more
i won't

and then i don't even have to be ddiao
just be like that
finish off my sec school jc blah blah
will i feel happier
blehhs i don't even know larhh
i hate it like this

i'm forever swaying drifting off skipping around and blahhs blahhs
and i never got stuck to anyone
it's not like in pri sch
i don't even have a clique ohh mann
that's sad

ohh mannn i'm easily affected by these stupid stuff
but it really affects me

CONCENTRATE

i don;t want to disappoint her
but i couldn't help it
i really want to quit

ohh mann i think too much
i'm dreading everything already
ohh mann everything looks scary to me

i'm so loser so easily affected lousy
easily hurt easily pissed
even worse i make people hurt more easily make them irritated more easily make them pissed more easily and then make then shun me more easily make them ostracize me more easily

and in the end i just end up as a loner
no matter how it looks like to other people

and i can just go home and spend my loner times alone

ohh yayyyyy

so wonderful