20:36
上星期的今天 现在的我们还在VT吧 那时候我们应该是在补道具吧 还是在slack 我也忘记了 只是这么快 一个星期就已经过去了 很快地 它们都将成为回忆 美好的回忆
本来还没有什么太大的感触 只是突然察觉到一星期这么快地就过去了 突然就有伤感的感觉吧 好想念好想念 那段时间在VT 那段每天都有开工的日子 那段有黄城的日子 好想就这样永远永远在梦里 永远永远就待在这样一个黄城梦里 永远永远就不要醒来 永远永远就有那样幸福的感觉
今天 车就把那些道具都载走了 那边变得空荡荡的 amphi也是空荡荡的 好不习惯 这种空荡荡 这样地空洞
我喜欢每天在学校到处都能看到黄城人的感觉 好开心 就好像我们都共同经历了些什么 大家共同有了这么一段梦 这么一个幸福的故事 也喜欢看到道具的人 好熟悉 好开心 想念你们 真的很想念 最近背着小道走来走去 好开心 好欣慰 好骄傲 听着它们就这样吵吵的 好像会一直陪着我走 感觉好好
喜欢黄城给我的那种幸福感觉 好幸福 好幸福 谢谢声音好烂好烂 又是喊太多了吧 好讨厌 为什么就不能好好地 安安静静地 现在想想看起来吵吵闹闹地 会不会就是一种伪装呢
16:00
IT'S 4 IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE KAIGONG TIME BUT AWNNNS I JUST REACHED HOME IT'S ODD TO WEAR THE SCH UNI TODAY WHEN FOR THE LAST 5 DAYS YOU'VE BEEN WEARING BLACK TEES AND JEANS AND IT'S ODD TO TAKE A BUS HOME IN BROAD DAYLIGHT SIAN SIAN SIAN I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND THE MOTIVATION TO MUG AND ALL BLAHHHS
18:12
就是这样 幸福的感觉
<3 黄城夜韵 2009
<3 黄城道具!
16:03
all of a sudden i feel like crying how do i go on from here
00:19
it's our last night at amphi! and as zhiyi puts it it's gng to be a memorable night yayyys what's with the strong wind blowing the thunder flashing the trees swaying and ready to fall lalalas and rainingggg soon i sort of feel worried abt our flats whahahs but awnns our dear chiawu is gng to be the guardian angel and protect them so yayys ohh mannns it's such superb weather larhh and it's such a pity that i've got to leave early or sth
huangcheng tee looks ohh kayy whahahs it looks nice larh to me whhahas the idea was creative but maybe it just didn't turn out as nice as i expected but it's oh kayy waahhas i like it's got this modern yet cheena cheena feel yayys toot sunnnn
lalalas packing up feels like we are packing up for some kind of camp or a holiday or a trip somewhere it feels like travelling larhhh i want to flyy on a plane awnnns but anywayys it's like i'm anticipating for bump in just like i'm anticipating a trip and then i start to feel excited few days before like now cos i've not been listening in lessons liao and then it comes and yayyys we have fun yayys and then it passes by and goes off and we have to come back to reality come back to home come back to amphi come back to school and everything goes back to being the same again
and it's when i start to feel a bit sad which is odd cos i start to feel the shang gan ness before everything's started or sth but it's like when it's all over what will happen to our afternoons and all no more runs no more yong chai no more ban-ing dao ju no more getting high and cheering over and over again for our 15 sec
and it's never going to be the same again there'll never be the same daojuzu like this time again somehow someday everyone's going to move on and what we have left are just i don't know incomplete stuffs
it's saddening saddeninggg
but i still like the weather i still like to travel i still am looking forward to bumpin ohh yayys lalalas
00:15
OHH YAYYYS NYCO GOLD WITH HONOURS! <3
LALALAS YAYYS YAYYS I SENSE THE FEELING AGAIN LALALAS WHEN THE RESULTS ARE ANNOUNCED OHH MANNNS I LIKE I MISS THE FEELING I MISS NYCO I MISS MRS EE I MISS PLAYING ERHU I MISS ALWAYS HAVING TO HAVE TAIFENG I MISS BEI PU I MISS THE TIMES WHEN WE ARE ALL SINGING THE PIECES I MISS THE FEEL I MISS NYCO <3
AWNNS AWNNNS AWNNNS I ESP MISS THE FEEL WHEN THERE ARE LIKE NO GUYS AROUND AWNNS THE XING FU DE GAN JUE WHEN THERE ARE NO GUYS AROUND I MISS GIRLS' SCHOOL I MISS NANYANG <3
OHH MANNNS I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH I EVEN MISS HONG ZI AND MAYBE YI GE YI GE LAI OH BLAHHHS :D;D:D
WELL DONE MANNN NYCO LOVES LOVES I FEEL GLAD I WAS PART OF NYCO AND I'M PROUD TO BE A PART ALWAYS ALWAYS YAYYYYS :D:D;D
<3<3<3
23:49
anywayys zongcaier yesterday was rather fun and feels rather satisfying and all hmms it was a rather hot day and the moving of props part was kind of hmms tiring and all but still yayys yayys i want to have a ride on the truck as well awnns but whhahas lalalas high high high
blahhs and adam food centre doesn't have mi gua xi mu lu so saddening so it's only at bukit timah food centre awnns
rather looking forward to the coming week whahahhs yayyys yayys vt awnns seniors made it sound super fun in there so yayys lalalas
and it's saddening to know that sort of feel rather affected i'll miss you awnnns huangcheng doesn't seem that complete without you anymore awnnns
lalalas yayyyys huangchengggg
all the syfs are coming up soon so yayys yayys MUSIC FROM THE HEART! <3
AND YAYYS YAYYS PUT IN OUR HEARTS FOR HUANGCHENG AS WELL yayys like gekyong puts it it's this kind of feeling yarhh that sense of belonging that sense of involvement to know that you are a part to have that common thing to high together and all
yepps yepps i'm still trying to grasp that
23:21
wahhahas maybe i do really have athazagoraphobia hmms which according to some website it's defined as the fear of or strong reaction to forgetting being ignored or generally anything dealing with the idea of forgetfulness hmms maybe not as extreme but blahhs i don't like to be dao-ed and ostracized so yepps and i hate ppl who dao lousyyy lousyyy
blahhhs sometimes or maybe there are a lot of instances when i feel super useless it's like even i'm there i can't help with or do anything that kind of feel
whahahs and i'm not emo-ing lalalas this is just being ddiao ddiao and more ddiao whahahaas
22:48
whahahs i seem so free cos i've been like blogging everydayy lames lames blahhs today must be one of the rare nights we get to go home so early so hmms it's coming soon everyone's like breaking down everywhere super scary i wonder why i don't feel the stress blahhs i just feel like playing all the time blahhs super lousy and yayys i like the ju more hmms hun sha jia zi feels heavier and mannequin doesn't look as cute anymore awnns i feel super random now and i'm like super overly sensitive and such which is so saddening yepps yepps lalalas i'm crapping hohos
23:41
i feel guilty for always offending ppl and talking in that super lousy attitude and tone it's super rude and i think i'm like a super lousy person i try to prevent myself from doing all kinds of stupid things and just be ddiao yet when my randomness and loudness take over it's like i'm doing all the pissifying things all over again sorry ppl
i need to be ddiao ddiao ddiao blahhhs i've been telling myself this for like so many times since sec3 yet i'm not improving at all blahhs
and honestly speaking i never realise i whine till i came to jc i never realise i was whining and whining so much and i never thought i could whine in the first place blahhhs
i feel like super sorry to everyone and a lot of other ppl awnns
tskk winnie super not supportive blahhs and yayys feli blahs blahs i'm being random again blahhs blahhhs
23:54
it was one of the latest nights we've had and everyone was like super sian and super not high and stuffs but still it had been a nice ending yayys 15 sec whahahs that made us high lalalas and we did it twice yayyys super nice end to the super long night lalalas
and that's the kind of feeling i've always wanted that sense of belonging and involvement that i've been part of the team who've made the 15 sec possible thank you everyone (:
17:17
whahahs i knew this is going to be never ending but still i cannot resist the urge to reply tskk
jaime: whahaahas lames lames what's with the pouncinggg whahha i bet there'll be a lot of short and cute guys around lorhh since most guys are rather short whahahs so it should not be that difficult whahhas i still don't understand why you are so into short guyys whahhas tskk tskk whahahs at least i have some analogy thing behind my quiet ppl thing whahahs odd odd jaime lalalas wahahhs and i never forcefully hug my mannequin lorhh i am very gentle and rou with her whahhas and i fu3 mo1 her de lehh awnnns i feel like giving her some feng1 xiong1 thing so that she'll become more shapely awnnns
lalalas jaime we are flooding this place larhhh whahahs lalalas yayyys loves loves
12:02
wahahhas this is going to be never ending but still
jaime: whahahhas you pure and innocent more like i'm the pure and innocent one lorhhh whahahas and who knows when you'll find new ecs again since now there are so many ppl around who most probably fit your criteria whahhas speaking of criteria i realise i'm more inclined to quiet ppl lehhh whahahs that's so odd whahahs and soon jaime i'll see more scandals between you and your ecs ahhhh and maybe HIM as well since HE added you on msn and such aiyarhh he's most probably waiting for a chance to talk to you oh whahahas and why is my mannequin scandalous and she's not inanimate she moves (inanimate means not moving right?) hmms but anywayys yepps she rolls around kayys whahahs and i've never been able to hug her this recently and oh btw did you realise her boobs became smaller and droopier so saddd right awnnns and you and pam are so a pair larhh didn't you hear what the rest were saying when we were walking to kap awnnnns how could you be so oblivious awnnns wahhas and yepps yepps you should feel guilty you don't even remember that we worked on the sec ones orientation thing tgt tskkk and whahahs what fazhan harhh don't know what you're saying lehhhs wahahhas and ohh btw why are up so early againnnn i never knew you were such a morning person ohh wow i thought you are the nocturnal kind so you can go ahwoo ahwoo in the night hmms whahahs kayys see this is such a long reply blahhs see you tmr larhh tskk tskk and we can maybe talk more whahhahs yayyys
01:12
yayys i like tag replies a lot and i like to tag reply in a long long post cos i've got so much to reply and tell you all whahas yayys yayyys whahahs and i decided against using caps cos for once i feel lazy to go press the cap locks key whahahs
jaime: aiyorhhh jaime wo men de ju li hai shi yue lai yue yuan awnnns zhen shi de how could you only think abt your ecs and pamela awnnns see even ppl think that you and pamela are a pair and now i'm ostracized awnns i feel saddd to think we've known each other for 4 yrs and the only conversations we made is when you asked me abt what bar we are at you should be feeling guilty tskkk jaimeeee whahahas and and and jaime see now you sound super scandalous le larhh tskk tskk whahhas and i don't understand what you mean by fa zhan worhh i thought you are the one who wanted fazhan with your ahem ecs whahahs and i'm not having an affair with my mannequin lorhh we were very guang ming zheng da whhahas but now my mannequin is like super nice now with a super nice stand as well and i've been touching my mannequin cos i want to shape her more can wahahhs but she feels fatter now and her boobs are drooping i'm saddd i wonder if she'll abandon me awnnns but it's oh kay i've still got my hun sha jia zi with all the nice and obiang hun shas ohh yayyys whahahhas
gekyong: whahahas gekyonggg who's the one being scandalous here lorhhh tskk tskk thinks about him and your bananas ohh mannns oh wow i would love to see some nice nice fazhan between you two worhhh and i know you like green bananas whahahs and how could you so not zhong shi my mannequin she just doesn't have a heart to have heart to heart talks with me lorhh and she moves whahahs my mannequin rolls around on wheels she is just being lazy larhhh whahahhahs
CINDY: whahahas cindyyy you are hereeeeee awnnns and yepps yepps you are always appearing at tagboards at appropriate times whahahas *thinks of eyu's tagboard* whahhahas and you two are dan-fei-ing tskk me and xx are sadddd awnnns
weijing: whahahas what's with what the lorhhh whahahs i feel the sudden urge to change back what whahhas i miss blogspot larhh and the tagboard lorhhh whahahahs cos everyone's having tagboards so i feel like having one as well whahas and my blogskin is nice nice nice right right right whahahaas yayyys
YUWEN(: whahahas yayys i'm back cos i feel like having a tagboard and to top it off i found a nice blogskin whahahahs was super proud and happy whahahas and yepps blogger feels nicer for the time being but livejournal's still idiot proof larhh whahahas
baifeng: whahahahs i bet you'd have more fazhan larh you and don't know who larhhh whahahs super fishy and suspicious whahhahs *looks on with a knowing look* whahhahs and somehow you don't sound like yourself at all are you sure you are yourself whahahas and yayyys my blogskin's nice whhahahs it feels like me lalalas and i realise there're moving stuffs only after you mentioned it but still whahhahs it's nice cos it's bright and cheery and yayys it feels like me i feel like talk talk -ing whahahas
xD: whahahhs i know who you are lehhh yayyys i feel like shouting your name out here whahahhas but yepps yepp i shall respect your privacy whahhahs and yayys thanks thanks you tagged whahahs and how could you not know how to tag whahhahs but anywayys go revamp your blog so i can go tag tag as well whahhas and don't be sad over ppl suaning whahhas in the first place they weren't lorhhh whahhahas yayyys
whahhas ohh yayys i love replying tags so cool and i realise i'm super pro at crapping whahhas i wonder what i could do in future with this skill i have awnns whahahahhas
00:36
2009 is not starting off right it doesn't feel like a good year alr what's with all those failures and rejections waves and waves of those come crashing in and it's super discouraging and saddening surprisingly for some of those i can get over them rather easily at least easier than i've thought which is good yays but still one day it'll become all too much and i won't know what to do about them my mum's having scary premonitions that i'll fail my promos and retain which is like super scary cos i think maybe maybe it'll happen blahhs choy choy choy tskk tskk blahhs shall work harder and don't lag so much hmms and yepps avoid sleeping so much in classes blahhs yayys yayys work hard work hard jiayous
and and and huangcheng is feeling more and more like co which is something i suppose nice it's got this familiar feeling which i can really relate to and i can link a lot of things in huangcheng to co awnnns jaime i miss co alr hmms it's like zongcais lianpais and xiemus maybe all feel like dazu where everyone comes together and such and the yi ge yi ge lai part super familiar and a lot of other things as well like with gongyan drawing near it feels just like syf or concert is very near as well we are super behind time i know and i feel sorry and guilty about that but anywayys everyone's breaking down and pissed off and such and seniors are all coming back to peptalk us and all it feels all so much like co nyco is like that now i think the tension as syf draws super close everyone's having a hard time and all and we all get tensed up but i'll always remember co emphasizing about music from the heart which is the same for huangcheng as well cos like what a senior said what we give is not our 100% it's our heart so yayys yayys go huangcheng go nyco :D
ohh and it was the first time i ate oreo mcflurry yayys ppl say i've got no life which is rather true i suppose considering that i went coro and kap less than 5 times in my 4 yrs of ny school life and i've not had starbucks or island creamery before and i just had my first golden rooster meal today waahhas so yepps
and since jaime was talking about random ppl i realise i take notice of quiet ppl a lot blahhs kayys that's rather random oh yayys
and i thought i was lousy at dancing alr but i realise there are some ppl who are worse ohh wow that's like quite a surprise
whahahs i feel super random and i realise i mentioned jaime a lot of times whahahs come on man jaime feel proud i'll tell ppl that i only know one jaime who is jaime tan who is shuai as well cos she was from yqp yayys come on come feel happy yayys yayys
lalalas huangcheng an daoju whahas daoju is full of interesting ppl so interesting whahahs (((:
09:03
LALALAS I LIKE XIEMU AND I WANT TO HAVE HEART-TO-HEART TALKS WITH THE MANNEQUINN YAYYYS LALALAS
10:57
WHAHAHHAS JAIME COME COME I BET YOU ARE THE FIRST PERSON TO READ MY BLOG YAYYS YAYYYS MUACKKS SHOU PENG YOU WHAHHAS AREN'T YOU HONOURED HMMS QUICK FEEL HONOURED LARH AND EVEN THOUGH WO MEN DE JU LI YUE LAI YUE YUAN LE BUT I'LL STILL LOVE YOU YEPPPS AWNNS JAIME MUACKS MUACKKKS I SHAN'T BE THE DIAN DENG PAO BETWEEN YOU AND HIM AWNNNS JIAYOUU I HOPE TO SEE SOME FA ZHAN BETWEEN YOU TWO AND I'LL THEN BE ABLE TO GO TO YOUR WEDDING DINNER AKA HIS WEDDING DINNER WHICH HE PROMISED TO INVITE ME AS WELL SO YAYYYS JIAYOUU JIAYOUUUUU AWNNNS THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU LEHH JAIME COME COME FEEL LOVEDD MUACKKKS MUACKKKKS JIAYOUU FOR HUANGCHENG AND WITH YOUR ECS AND WITH HIM LALALAS
10:50
WHAHAHS I FEEL SUPER RANDOM SO YAYYS I CHANGED BACK TO BLOGGER AND I'M A NIAN4 JIU4 PERSON SO I RETAINED MY URL LALALAS SO COOL YAYYYS AND I LIKE THIS SKIN A LOT WHAHAHS SOUNDS LIKE ME SO YAYYYS LALALAS