2009 is not starting off right it doesn't feel like a good year alr what's with all those failures and rejections waves and waves of those come crashing in and it's super discouraging and saddening surprisingly for some of those i can get over them rather easily at least easier than i've thought which is good yays but still one day it'll become all too much and i won't know what to do about them my mum's having scary premonitions that i'll fail my promos and retain which is like super scary cos i think maybe maybe it'll happen blahhs choy choy choy tskk tskk blahhs shall work harder and don't lag so much hmms and yepps avoid sleeping so much in classes blahhs yayys yayys work hard work hard jiayous

and and and huangcheng is feeling more and more like co which is something i suppose nice it's got this familiar feeling which i can really relate to and i can link a lot of things in huangcheng to co awnnns jaime i miss co alr hmms it's like zongcais lianpais and xiemus maybe all feel like dazu where everyone comes together and such and the yi ge yi ge lai part super familiar and a lot of other things as well like with gongyan drawing near it feels just like syf or concert is very near as well we are super behind time i know and i feel sorry and guilty about that but anywayys everyone's breaking down and pissed off and such and seniors are all coming back to peptalk us and all it feels all so much like co nyco is like that now i think the tension as syf draws super close everyone's having a hard time and all and we all get tensed up but i'll always remember co emphasizing about music from the heart which is the same for huangcheng as well cos like what a senior said what we give is not our 100% it's our heart so yayys yayys go huangcheng go nyco :D

ohh and it was the first time i ate oreo mcflurry yayys ppl say i've got no life which is rather true i suppose considering that i went coro and kap less than 5 times in my 4 yrs of ny school life and i've not had starbucks or island creamery before and i just had my first golden rooster meal today waahhas so yepps

and since jaime was talking about random ppl i realise i take notice of quiet ppl a lot blahhs kayys that's rather random oh yayys

and i thought i was lousy at dancing alr but i realise there are some ppl who are worse ohh wow that's like quite a surprise

whahahs i feel super random and i realise i mentioned jaime a lot of times whahahs come on man jaime feel proud i'll tell ppl that i only know one jaime who is jaime tan who is shuai as well cos she was from yqp yayys come on come feel happy yayys yayys

lalalas huangcheng an daoju whahas daoju is full of interesting ppl so interesting whahahs (((: