i feel guilty for always offending ppl and talking in that super lousy attitude and tone it's super rude and i think i'm like a super lousy person i try to prevent myself from doing all kinds of stupid things and just be ddiao yet when my randomness and loudness take over it's like i'm doing all the pissifying things all over again sorry ppl

i need to be ddiao ddiao ddiao blahhhs i've been telling myself this for like so many times since sec3 yet i'm not improving at all blahhs

and honestly speaking i never realise i whine till i came to jc i never realise i was whining and whining so much and i never thought i could whine in the first place blahhhs

i feel like super sorry to everyone and a lot of other ppl awnns

tskk winnie super not supportive blahhs and yayys feli blahs blahs i'm being random again blahhs blahhhs