19:36
i remembered i wanted to blog about something but somehow after the nap the feeling's not as strong and i sort of forgot what i wanted to say le
it's friday last day of term 2 tomorrow will be the start of holidays omg it feels so fast somehow i nvr realised that term 1 was over then likewise it doesn't feel that nxt term's going to be term 3 it sounds super faraway but oh wells it's coming and then it'll be sept hols then preparation for promos then term 4 then j2 hopefully
i think i'm super noisy again today super super it's the last day so haiz what do you expect
i miss 4o8'08 again it's always like this when i'm super super noisy i'll think of 408 again and think of how they are always so tolerant so accepting so understanding so nice about the noise i make i'm thankful super super thankful it pisses people off i know the noise i made sorry yet thank you thank you thank you i can never find that same feeling now people either just dao or just shush me they don't do it the way like you all do ohh manns this is saddening haiz i don't know i miss the attention i get last time i miss having table buddehhs i miss sitting tgt in the canteen and eating tgt and talking stuffs i miss talking super loudly in the canteen i miss ppl commenting abt weird food i bring to school i miss eating unglamly sitting unglamly i miss whining without ppl telling me to stop whining i miss groupmates like xx eyu cindy when we could just hit it off so well and all i miss the feeling when i can just be myself i miss those times when i don't have to drift off so much when i can just find ppl in my class to talk to i miss all of you
i never thought that i'd miss ny so much when everyone's just everyone then but we all have changed it's not the same anymore people are moving on yet i'm still stuck in that past stubbornly remaining at the same spot being the same me holding on to whatever memory i have looking at how everyone's moving on i wish they could stop or rather i wish i could just move on
somehow jc made me have that kind of touched feeling that power of friendship that can do wonders and it's the first time i cried because i'm touched by you all thankful for always being there thankful that you all cared
like i said i never knew that i whine in ny and i never knew i could whine but i know i didn't whine that much so why can't i just stop and change and move on and i don't know do something whine inwardly or what
wearing my hot pink class tee now i've nvr worn it for a long time alr i realise haiz
PROUD TO BE DDIAO PROUDER TO BE EIGHT-XTRAORDINARY
i miss youuuu
23:19
somewhere between all our laughs, long talks, stupid little fights and all our jokes,
i fell in love...
whahahas nice cute little love quote from the quiz on facebook yayys yayys sweet :D
15:44
WHAHAHAHS YAYYS YAYYS YESTERDAY WAS WE SING OUR SONGS LALALAS YAYYS YAYYYS I NVR THOUGHT I COULD SING SONGS SO LOUDLY LALALAS YAYYS SUPER SHUANG HOHOS YAYYYS LALALAS AND YAYYS DINGTAIFUNG AND YAYYS I CONVENIENTLY FORGOT TO CHANGE OUT OF MY SHIRT HAIZ HAIZ
LALALAS :D
yet somehow i realise i couldn't rlly mix well with a lot of ppl i've nvr been able to communicate normally with seniors haiz and to peers to juniors as well haiz haiz so yepps and everyone alr found what they've wanted to do and are alr excelling in them and so when can i be like that as well haiz haiz
blahhhhs still on a happie note SINGING SUPER LOUDLY IS VERY TONG KUAI! LALALAS and yayyys i THINK i finally improved in my sleeping in class habit le hohos another one more week to go lalalas :D:D
20:32
i just realised adding someone as a friend accepting someone's friend requests and then becoming a friend on facebook doesn't mean anything it means nothing at all
and it took me so long to realise that
17:55
YAYS :D
csm today was hmms feel super tired somehow don't know why haiz sian sian ny won the tchers' relay thing again hoho yayys hmms yepps nothing much milo truck yayys so hmms yarhh
i like window shopping a lot hohos so fun lalalas and yayys puma! pullandbear fox coach! mango! nike adidas guess fareastplaza! lalalas yepps lames lames super random yayys lizi and sweehoon let's do this again nxt yr after csm hohos :D
yayys daoju's gng partyworld someday hohos and 408 outing lalalas where where where ahhh
22:11
YAYYS TODAY IS THE FIRST TIME I STAYED AWAKE THE WHOLE DAY FOR ALL OF MY LESSONS YAYYS EVEN CSC WITH LIANG HOHOS HUGE ACCOMPLISHMENT YAYYS :D:D:D
haiz everybody is changing le should i change as well or sth changing seems to be a good idea haiz
20:05
很多事都是无法强求的 还是那句话 但为什么我就是放不下
01:41
somehow it feels that time passes super quickly so fast and it's alr a week it didn't feel like this last time now everyday just whizzes past and then life just keeps going on we all have to move on move on and move on awnnnns
22:45
慢慢地 周围的人都走了 这叫单飞吧 就这样 大家都找到了属于他们的地方 他们的那一片天 我知道是我没这个能力 也没有这个运气 所以我应该乖乖地 安安静静地 不要再作无谓的挣扎了
22:48
对不起 突然之间 好想念你 如果你还在 现在的我们都会不一样的吧 会更好吧 我好想感受有你在身边的感觉 每天每天都在的感觉 对不起 从来没跟你说过一句 我爱你
14:38
在电视上看到道具这两个字 不知怎的 心就有一种很不一样的感觉 曾经以为道具不是很重要 曾经以为可能没了道具 戏还是能继续演下去的 但是我错了 虽然只是短短的一段时间 虽然扮演的角色可能很小 但是谢谢 谢谢你让我觉得我还是很重要的 谢谢迟早都必须习惯一个人的日子 没有谁能够永远陪在谁的身边 再多的保证 再多的承诺 到最后也就只是空谈而已 还是早点习惯吧 习惯了就会成自然的