i remembered i wanted to blog about something but somehow after the nap the feeling's not as strong and i sort of forgot what i wanted to say le

it's friday last day of term 2 tomorrow will be the start of holidays omg it feels so fast somehow i nvr realised that term 1 was over then likewise it doesn't feel that nxt term's going to be term 3 it sounds super faraway but oh wells it's coming and then it'll be sept hols then preparation for promos then term 4 then j2 hopefully

i think i'm super noisy again today super super it's the last day so haiz what do you expect

i miss 4o8'08 again it's always like this when i'm super super noisy i'll think of 408 again and think of how they are always so tolerant so accepting so understanding so nice about the noise i make i'm thankful super super thankful it pisses people off i know the noise i made sorry yet thank you thank you thank you i can never find that same feeling now people either just dao or just shush me they don't do it the way like you all do ohh manns this is saddening haiz i don't know i miss the attention i get last time i miss having table buddehhs i miss sitting tgt in the canteen and eating tgt and talking stuffs i miss talking super loudly in the canteen i miss ppl commenting abt weird food i bring to school i miss eating unglamly sitting unglamly i miss whining without ppl telling me to stop whining i miss groupmates like xx eyu cindy when we could just hit it off so well and all i miss the feeling when i can just be myself i miss those times when i don't have to drift off so much when i can just find ppl in my class to talk to i miss all of you

i never thought that i'd miss ny so much when everyone's just everyone then but we all have changed it's not the same anymore people are moving on yet i'm still stuck in that past stubbornly remaining at the same spot being the same me holding on to whatever memory i have looking at how everyone's moving on i wish they could stop or rather i wish i could just move on

somehow jc made me have that kind of touched feeling that power of friendship that can do wonders and it's the first time i cried because i'm touched by you all thankful for always being there thankful that you all cared

like i said i never knew that i whine in ny and i never knew i could whine but i know i didn't whine that much so why can't i just stop and change and move on and i don't know do something whine inwardly or what

wearing my hot pink class tee now i've nvr worn it for a long time alr i realise haiz

PROUD TO BE DDIAO PROUDER TO BE EIGHT-XTRAORDINARY

i miss youuuu