21:52
jin tian shi yi ge mao dun de yi tian
20:55
ohh today is qi yue chu qi (: qi qiao jie (: qi xi qing ren jie omg (; nice :D
00:15
i don't like to hear that i've broken down it makes me feel very weak breaking down is weak i know but it's just i don't like to hear that i don't like to feel weak i don't want to feel so vulnerable breaking down is just too shameful but i just couldn't help it again be strong be strong i need to be strong strong strong
i hate that it's always like this hate that i can't control myself hate that i'm so weak hate that i'm so lousy i hate myself
lousy lousy lousy i always feel so drained and tired after that totally couldn't mug math efficiently
20:29
yays spas are all over left math test on tue hmms by then i think would have much more free time i guess? hmms time to give away all those backdated presents haix yepps and start preparing for promos le bah haix my mom's starting to restrict me a lot le haix
my sis's taking her prelims tmr le haix but she's still like so you zai xian zai haix
haix i like changi airport and airplanes and such haix nice nice feeling (:
friday was a mao dun day haix
but yays met mrlim and juniors yays so interesting whahhas looking forward for them to come over nxt yr to entertain me lalalas (:
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18:11
有时抵挡不了诱惑就会做出不好的事 为什么这么简单 我却还是败的一塌涂地 时光过得好快 我想出国 我不想上学 我太失败了 已经没有什么好期望的 我的人生 我的前途是一片迷茫
TABOO! :D
23:04
physics lecture test today haix idk somehow it feels easier than expected blahhs maybe it's cos we were all able to finish the test within the time or sth but haix but i realise i've got a lot of mistakes le haix sian so saddening ahhh physicsssss
and after physics lecture test we all feel so slack and qing song omg see how much stress physics is giving us whahhas and suddenly we have like so much time on our hands and it feels like a friday wahhas we wanted to play fei ji qi but then there's no board haixx and so we koped some class' de snakes and ladders board and start playing lalalas haix wanted to play taboo lorhh but welfare room not open sadd
wahhas so in the afternoon we played taboo lalalas nice nice whahhas i like these kind of board games yayys (:
ehh ehh and bus ride home is rather interesting whahas
最近听到了一个故事 了解到学会做一个被领导的人也是很重要的
why can't i just overcome this stupid psychological barrier thing idk idk it feels like ppl all ard me are all getting it but i'm like the super shibai person which yarh i know i'm lousy and shibai but idk i just can't get over this entire stupid thing stupid stupid stupid
ahhhhh i hope i can pass
IT'S THE NINTH OF AUGUST! :D
22:07
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! :D
YAYYS I LIKE THE NDP PROG THIS YEAR HEHHS :D
LALALAS :D
FOREVER FRIEND BEAR! :D
02:27
WHAHAHAS YAYYS I LIKE FOREVER FRIEND BEARS THEY ARE VERY FAT AND CUDDLY AND HAVE A NICE COLOUR AND NICE FUR NICE TO HUG I SUPPOSE SINCE THEY ARE FAT WHAHAHS I WANT THE BIG BIG ONE
但是已经知道有很多东西不是都等得到的 最后还是要靠自己的吧
haixxxx chionging csc at this time sianzzz and i haven't even started dng my eom yet siannz
不知道为什么 我明明能控制的 但最后还是被它控制了 好烂好懦弱好无助
haiiix i knew it will be very straining this is very bad it just makes me have headaches and feel very tired and blahs siannnz see how i wasted my whole evening and night cos of this but haix it's super hard to stop super difficult i am still not that pro saddd
FIRST OF AUGUST!
20:19
it's first of august today
I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S AUGUST ALR!
haiz this is so idk saddening and depressing time flies super fast esp this yr maybe it's like bu zhi bu jue yi jing guo le ba ge yue omg so scary and nxt yr's gng to come and haix nxt yr's gng to pass even faster i guess haix scary
i like how this yr's national preparation is involving those children from the special schools packing of the ndp bags i guess will be sth like a big accomplishment to them i like how the emphasis is not solely on donating money to these less fortunate ppl but rather involving them accepting them into our society to show that they are not forgotten as well i guess what they need is not pity it's just a form of acceptance and respect