i don't like to hear that i've broken down it makes me feel very weak breaking down is weak i know but it's just i don't like to hear that i don't like to feel weak i don't want to feel so vulnerable breaking down is just too shameful but i just couldn't help it again be strong be strong i need to be strong strong strong
i hate that it's always like this hate that i can't control myself hate that i'm so weak hate that i'm so lousy i hate myself
lousy lousy lousy i always feel so drained and tired after that totally couldn't mug math efficiently